Well where do I begin, I am going back into one of my down

And I want to end.

I hate feeling like this, my parents are running each other
down now on a daily basis.

Then I have to go into work and allow customers to give me
their brand of love also.

I am ether going to be dead by the end of the year or in
ward 24 in the monklands.

At the moment I am praying for the former. My life is on the
shitter and its not getting any better.

Any hoo before I top myself