Hi hi

Well I havnie come to u for a while!

Well I am still going through my mood swings at the moment; I
have my good days and also my bad days.

It was not as bad as last year, but I am still easily having
dark moods.

I worry about my mother a lot, she is seriously getting immobile,
and she worries that she will end up like her mother.

Not that I would mind looking after her, she is my mother
after all, but I am frightened that she will do what she suggests and to top
herself.

I don’t think I would be strong enough to survive anything
like that, I want to protect her like any son would, (well perhaps not my
younger brother!)

The last thing, I am still on the happy pills!