hey hoo diarinkis again!

Yep still the walking illness machine.

also had a migrane in ma heid for the last four day.

Im falling tae bits, and im no even 40 yet!

Still going through periods of down weeks, then i get the peroids where i am happy, and im surfing the world.

This week i want to kill myself, im soo tired, its no just work, when people talk to me, all i see is through them, i get to a stage where people annoy me, and i want want just to end it, im no even feirt of dieing anymore, that for me is a major step forword, there is nothing after you die so peace and quiet thank god.

then again i cannot think yet i will get the bottle tae do it


nighty night