Quell de marge, how we are we all doing today?

Me I’m feeling shit, IBS is flaring up and I want to die.

It feels like you insides are blowing up, and you cannot do
anything to stop it.

Then you have to change your diet to make it as shitty as
possible. Then you die and you are happy.

I would like to have just one normal peaceful day, where I
don’t want to rip my face off.

Living with depression is not living, you don’t live you go
through day to day in pain, and you pray for your bed, and even then you cannot
shut out the pain.

I am also getting more depressed, to the stage that I want
to shut out the world again, and I cannot be bothered with life anymore.